MR. PERFECT SMILE

After the dating inventory, after a series of trying out different cars, something just didn't feel right and it was tiring. Have you tried dating around but realized that nothing seems to make the cut and suddenly, bang it hits you like a baseball out of no where and you’re knocked out -- or cupid shot you an arrow and it struck you and when you pulled it out it had you heart with all the blood gushing out? (how morbid... haha)

Mr. Perfect Smile came out of no where and does the things that I exactly go gaga over. I start asking myself, what is the catch here? There must be something wrong? Where is the flaw? Am I so liberated that when the time comes that I actually like someone, I start asking these questions? Am I retarded or am I just over analytical when it comes to relationships?

I think that he is the sweetest one that I have ever met. The way he sends me messages and every time he would call me to say that he is thinking about me and that he can’t wait to see me again. How he wants to get to know me more. I may have to admit that I am already taking a risk by letting him in my life, but one thing that I thought of right this very moment is, I wouldn’t want to live a life of ‘what ifs’ starting today! It happened to me twice and I don’t think I would ever want it to happen again. To wake up one day and regret that you never even tried to make it work.

So far so good, Mr. Perfect Smile at this point doesn’t just make me happy; I feel joyful that there is someone out there that really makes sure that I’m smiling in a romantic way, that there is one person out there who motivates me to go aim higher and to take care of my self by staying away from my vices, more over someone who asks me about my friends and how long we have been friends. Right now, I think that it’s too good to be true and it is yet to be tested.

If there is one thing that I am sure of right now, should I find myself heartbroken and shattered, I have friends who are always there. They make me strong. When was the last time you told a friend you love and appreciated them? Maybe that time is now. Lets make it FRIENDSHIP DAY TODAY!!! I love you Tina and Amy and of course to my other friends. That’s about it for now. Sorry for the drama… I am flushing it down the toilet as soon as I click PUBLISH!! -theMAN

The Crew

My age, well it doesn’t even matter… does yours matter? My sex? All I know is that it’s hot, exciting and wild! So lets just say gender… Well does it even matter? I’m confused, always have been and I’m loving it. I don’t think I would want to talk about my past here, that is so over rated and dramatic and does it even matter at this point? What matters is that my experiences in life made me who I am now.

Let’s talk about Tina. The late bloomer… at her age I am her balancer to warn her about things because somehow I’ve been there done that (and she does it anyway... hahahaha) but I am surprised that I learn a lot of things from her simply because she helps me think. She gives me balance. Always an entertainment when she gets drunk and it’s definitely entertaining… she becomes a funny comic! She is like the big sister I never had.

Amy, is my twin sister… she is the female me… the only difference is she has boobs… and I have man boobs. Some of the things that she has been through when it come to relationships I sort of have been through… the only difference with her is she wants a relationship… ironically she ain’t looking… (hahaha) and if she is in the wrong places. Let’s talk about her men in another time. We have this language of love some people notice and that's why i love you bitch!! haha

Right before the year 2009 started we somehow found ourselves walking on different paths that merged together and found ourselves being there for each other and right there you see, everything happens for a reason. The mid-week secrets unfold, our stories told, the drama, the fun and more importantly the friendship…